I'm not a pessimist neither am I emotionally distracted but I have to voice from the inside that " I feel like giving up somehow really "

How hard is it for me to tackle?

& it seems many are wondering if I am getting attached.

...I'm going to drive.

I'm Inspired.

It would be a new chapter in my life as I'm about to do the impossible which is to qualify for the Olympics 400m Hurdles LONDON 2012. It was a sudden thought that I made " I HAVE TO DO IT" .
My name was not nominated and that really urge me to beat the qualifying mark.
I am currently doing a 53.51 seconds and I have to cut down till 49.80 seconds. I believe the qualifying time ends around in JUNE.


I dont think I'll be hanging out with my friends much & thats one of the factors that I regretted most.
I was so into track that I forget about my friends . I believe this is one of the most hardest sacrifice I have to do to achieve my goals. Probably thats why I've been quite lonely for quite some time but I'm quite used to it.

So here I am , breaking the National Junior Record 3 times in a year making me a 3 time NJR holder.

All the achievements are in the past and should not be recalled.
Here I am setting a new achievement. LONDON OLYMPICS 2012!



I'm crazy .

Love from GOD , toughest level of patience I need to endure as I know in the end it's going to be worth the wait . In my part I'll try my every best way to improve .

Maybe I should be arrogant maybe I should, so that others wont think of taking advantage of me.

Patience is virtue . It's a long road to success. Let action speak for itself. tadaa (:

SEA GAMES

I'm an amateur , first major game & I was extremely excited.

I guess I choked during the finals nevertheless I actually met my goal settings which is to qualify for the finals. The National Junior Record was a bonus. I thought I could have broken the National Record.

Just keep this to yourself, I'm giving myself an internal attribution to why I did not perform that well but I managed to beat my personal best. I fell sick on the second day of arrival. I was petrified! It was terrible, I couldnt walk much, felt like resting all day. I missed the track dinner . I recalled what I studied in school and applied it, thank god I recovered in two days time.

It was an enjoyable experience at Indonesia.
This is just the beginning.